Love You Petubaby….For one is both and both are one in love.

I made this video for you and i know that you love this song so i thought i play it for you.I chose this song because firstly you like this song and also this song truly covey’s what i want to say to you.Every word speaks what i want to say and feel about you.

I hope you liked it….I love you petubaby.

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So here it is 5 days late but better late then never….sometimes i feel that i should better manage my time instead of cribbing all the time about my hectic schedule and cursing the rotational speed of earth about the 24 hour limit.But nevertheless now i have decided to keep updating this website regularly,no matter what.

Okay so it was our 6 month anniversary.The first of the 6 months of us being together.Sometimes it feels like it was just yesterday that i met her outside the pool but when i go down the memory lane with all the things and crazy stuff we did together i feel that it just wasn’t yesterday but a beautiful journey that made us so close that we wouldnt even dream of living without each other.

My planning for the day wasn’t flawless ( as always ).I had decided to get some food packed from a local restaurant and we both have a candle light dinner at my place but but…my laziness struck me again and guess what ? i was late AGAIN for the billionth time in my life.Now my only hope was getting some fast food and scavenging whatever i could within that time to avert the anniversary crisis.So there was my local bakery to the rescue and after reaching there there wasn’t a single excuse for not cursing them.Everything was sold out execpt a few burgers and some puffs.Not having any other option i had to get it packed or else i would have cursed my everlasting lazyness to eternity.I am still waiting for the 7 pm clock tick….but the 7 O clock tick lasted to 8 but why ?? One simple answer she was just as much crazy as me.She zoomed out of the office despite her hectic workload,ran her car into a busy market,got a rose bouquet and all of it none to my surprise as it was expected.We both share the same level of crazyness….

And the she stepped in….lovely as ever.Eyes crossed,hearts beating in synchro,sly smile on our faces and a billion subtle expressions thats hard to explain.The feeling of being with some one whom you love sunk in deep and was getting overwhelming every second.Little to doubt that that this was the time of my life.It was something i always wanted….me and my baby together celebrating our first anniversary.Well for starters it wasn’t a candle light dinner or holding hands under the stars or anything like that but rather both of us in a small room with table laid out and roses in a disposable mineral water bottle.Ahh….and yes not to mention the rickety chair i was sitting on ready to break down any moment.Whatever the scene may be but i was clearly enjoying the mood and the thoughts going on in my mind.

This reminds me of the song by green day,it just fits so well -

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it’s worth,
it was worth all the while.

It’s something unpredictable
but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

You may ask me that why the hell did i make this website,well i have an answer for that and the answer is “I really don’t know why”…I have been really trying since a lot of time to set this site up but yesterday i decided to set it up and here it is all of my love in full glory shouting out to the world as to how much i love you….Its not just that i wanted to show the entire world and my confessions of love to everybody out in this world but this website would rather serve as a medium to get my message across when you either are angry or have one of those bouts of mood swings

Nikita you have always been the girl whom i always wanted.In you i found a true friend,a true lover,my better half,my wife in the making and my everything….I never did realize that i would find someone like you maybe because i never believed the fact that love comes to you when you least expect it.To be very frank i fell in love with you right from the day one and thats why i kept on saying you “i love you” all the time and hiding it in a friendly and casual manner.I just couldn’t sustain the feeling and i had to keep on saying you this all the day long.If wouldn’t have done that i would have turned into a physco and you wouldn’t have liked that your to be hubby to be a physcopath….. ( i had big dreams since then :).

Baby i just love the way you are,the way you try to irritate me and then laugh like a baby whose naughty mission is accomplished.I love the way you call me by my “your given” nicknames motu,sheru and sando.I love it when you threaten me with dire consequences if i don’t eat nicely or else ( the much dreaded) clean up my room.I could write up all night long about the things that i love and i still wont run out of things.

Sometimes i just feel like kidnapping you and running away with you to some unknown place and live with you for the rest of my lives but again that would be selfish….

Psst - Why don’t we marry tomorrow ?? What say petubaby

Sweetheart i loved you from the very first day i spoke to you,I love everything that you are and that you do.All the naughty stuff,the ramblings,teasing,laughing and sometimes when you get angry ( but not always….please note)  :).You may want to know and asked me many times that what i like in you ? My answer to that would be YOU.Your smile,you as a person and everything,the list is endless and would go on and on.And i don’t know what you liked in me but i think its my sex appeal ( just kidding

Never will i forget the day i met you outside The pool and the way i was acting like a moron,frenzied,shaken,stirred,nervous,legs shaking and acting like a absolute moron.Totally like Hugh Grant from the movie Notting Hill but that was just natural,my basic instinct.I knew it was you who i am gonna spend all my life with and maybe thats the reason why i couldn’t just absorb the elation.Right then when i saw you my heart was doing 120kmph but over the surface i was trying VERY VERY hard to remain calm and composed….Gosh !! how i failed in that but still i managed to carry it.I could have won an oscar for this performance….

Baby no matter how much i write or how much i express it.I will never be able to express the limit to how much i love you.Sometimes you just have to peek inside and see things for yourself….